My Secret NotebookIgnore it, address it now, or address it before it happensMy dad is in the ICU, sedated on a ventilator for pneumonia. Day before father’s day, he got sick with cold and flu like symptoms. No…Jul 1Jul 1
My Secret NotebookMy boyfriend is impulsive, unpredictable, and unstable — And I love that.Sometimes I do a little exercise where I think of life as a game. When I say game, I mean like a table top RPG or video game that I’m…Jun 7Jun 7
My Secret NotebookBack From Southeast Asia!I got back earlier this week from my SEA trip, and I’ve been dealing with jetlag and the creeping stresses of work coming back.Jun 1Jun 1
My Secret NotebookI’m so tiredI’m so physically tired. I feel like I shouldn’t have broke up with Ray today, but I did. And I half regret half don’t regret it.Apr 9Apr 9
My Secret Notebook“I think it’s a good time to call it quits”Those were my last words before Ray hung up on me just now. I think he prefers a nasty breakup. He doesn’t want hope. He wants rage. And…Apr 9Apr 9
My Secret NotebookThings aren’t improving, we should just break upRay and I just had another “argument” over message and then we talked on the phone for 28 min after a 15 min calm down time.Apr 8Apr 8
My Secret NotebookIncome & Self-Esteem (MyWhen I was let go yesterday from one of three jobs I had, I knew in my mind that it was a relief. But I still physically and emotionally…Apr 4Apr 4
My Secret NotebookI was just let go — my feelings and thoughtsI’ll come out and just admit it: I was working another w-2 job. And my second w-2 job just let me go.Apr 3Apr 3
My Secret NotebookI haven’t been meeting my goalsAnd it’s even gone the opposite direction… for some goals.Mar 30Mar 30