I’m feeling lonely todayLast night I had a great date with Yang. After dinner and drink(s), he sucked me and jerked me off in my car and swallowed. But it was a…1d ago1d ago
I’m almost offended when people are not in love with me.After going to Dreamstate, and not being warmly welcomed by some Gen Z gaysians, I realized I shouldn’t think so highly of myself.Nov 27Nov 27
I’m fucking tiredI wanted this weekend of socializing and fun. And I got it. And now it’s time to rest and recoup my energy.Nov 25Nov 25
My first rave as a gaysianThis weekend has been incredible. But I can’t say it’s been completely “good”. There were some microaggressive setbacks that got into my…Nov 25Nov 25
Emotional release in dream3 nights ago (i think 3), I had a dream where me and another person were putting papers on a desk in between us and Ray’s coworker (Ray my…Nov 18Nov 18
Dreamt about my exIt’s the first time I’ve dreamt about my ex since we broke up and I found out that he cheated.Nov 16Nov 16
Having a full-time job is my excuse (to myself) to be lazyI was watching storiesofcz’s recent Reel about “Retirement” and how he accepted a job offer last month, taking himself out of early…Nov 15Nov 15
I spiral upward, not downwardI was just talking to my friend about how his mom spirals downward when she’s in bad mood, lamenting how she has nothing to do with her…Nov 9Nov 9
I’ve never been this scared to fall in love“I want to fall in love, but I’m scared. I’ve never been this scared to fall in love”.Nov 8Nov 8
I don’t want a relationship right now (because it takes work)I had to friend zone two guys recently: Scot and Daymond.Nov 5Nov 5