It’s time for a life evaluation/reflection. Main topics for me: Finances/Projects Relationship/Love Future/Children Starting with the first, Finances/Projects. I’ve been struggling with motivation/energy to edit videos. I have lots of ideas I want to do, but producing and editing feel like a drag. I don’t like giving feedback either. …

Just got back from a dinner date with my Japanese FWB, and it was lackluster. I mean, he was very handsome and all, but I felt like we just weren’t interesting to each other. …

More family history from asking my dad tonight. My grandpa came to TW and started an ink business (ink pads). My dad and the siblings all worked there before. …

I was just looking through old emails to mom to see if I had ever had them pay for plane tickets when I was in college because I feel bad about that one time I said we didn’t need the church’s help in reimbursements and she did “we do.” In…

At the end of the 1994 home video of my 5th birthday, I run up to the camera and obnoxiously sing the tune of “Dance of Youth” (青春舞曲), a Chinese folk song about the bird of youth never coming back. Watching this now, I was stunned. This chilling melody was…

My dad finally sort of told me (“you never asked” BITCH jk) how my parents met. My dad was 18–19 at the time (wow so young), and they lived in the same building. …

I just ran the numbers, and I officially crossed the $1M mark in net worth. It’s kind of a crazy thought, and I’ve been following my net worth during the real estate boom of this pandemic. …

Another year, another year. Doesn’t feel crazy or anything, and to be honest, I’m feeling like there is so much to do and so much to reach for. It doesn’t feel like I finished a year, it feels like I’ve begun a journey. I was just editing a YouTube video…

He doesn’t really want anything. I don’t want to be the only one working hard toward things like family goals etc. He doesn’t deal with stress very well. When he’s stressed, he doesn’t say, and he might just be suddenly non-communicative. …