My Secret Notebookdoubts about kidsi’m having doubts about myself, everything.1 min read·Apr 11, 2024----
My Secret NotebookI’m so tiredI’m so physically tired. I feel like I shouldn’t have broke up with Ray today, but I did. And I half regret half don’t regret it.1 min read·Apr 9, 2024----
My Secret Notebook“I think it’s a good time to call it quits”Those were my last words before Ray hung up on me just now. I think he prefers a nasty breakup. He doesn’t want hope. He wants rage. And…3 min read·Apr 9, 2024----
My Secret NotebookThings aren’t improving, we should just break upRay and I just had another “argument” over message and then we talked on the phone for 28 min after a 15 min calm down time.1 min read·Apr 8, 2024----
My Secret NotebookIncome & Self-Esteem (MyWhen I was let go yesterday from one of three jobs I had, I knew in my mind that it was a relief. But I still physically and emotionally…2 min read·Apr 4, 2024----
My Secret NotebookI was just let go — my feelings and thoughtsI’ll come out and just admit it: I was working another w-2 job. And my second w-2 job just let me go.2 min read·Apr 3, 2024----
My Secret NotebookI haven’t been meeting my goalsAnd it’s even gone the opposite direction… for some goals.2 min read·Mar 30, 2024----
My Secret NotebookDo I like traveling?Just got back from my Puerto Vallarta / Guadalajara trip last night, and aside from the disagreements and breakup with my now-ex-boyfriend…2 min read·Mar 7, 2024----
My Secret NotebookThe “Algorithm” Breeds IndividualismI was just watching a YouTube video about the rise of solo traveling, and it made me realize something interesting.2 min read·Jan 30, 2024----
My Secret NotebookAccidentally deleting a year of workI tried to move from 2TB Google One plan to 100GB. That would take my annual fee from 99.99 to 19.99. I was way to rash in deleting 900GB…1 min read·Jan 29, 2024----
