My Secret NotebookLoneliness and expressivenessI just watched this short of Pierre Boo crying on his last day at the apartment where he had memories with his ex, and I read all the deep…2d ago2d ago
My Secret Notebook“All love ends in heartbreak”I got pushed this video of a guy who documented 6 months of his breakup.2d ago2d ago
My Secret NotebookWhat do I want out of life?It’s been over a week since my breakup with Ray. I’ve been watching videos about breakups (especially gay breakups). I watched Nicky and…2d ago2d ago
My Secret NotebookI have nobody now (post-breakup)I dreamt that I was at a lab and needed to get my specimen processed. I think I had diarrhea into a cup.Aug 30Aug 30
My Secret NotebookI’m so incredibly lonely (post-breakup)I went to a Korean spa today, and I kept thinking about how I went with Ray or how I’d send updates to him when I went on my own.Aug 30Aug 30
My Secret NotebookReplaying the day of my breakupI’m better realizing that the days leading up to the breakup, I had some influences on my views of the relationship:Aug 28Aug 28
My Secret NotebookWhen I wake up… (post-breakup)At night, I dream. Weird dreams, scary dreams, funny dreams… distracting dreams.Aug 28Aug 28
My Secret NotebookMe in relationshipsAfter dating Gary and Ray for longer terms, I realized some things about myself when I am in relationships, at least similarities between…Aug 28Aug 28
My Secret NotebookWe were never really friendsNow that I think about it (after reading this reddit comment about how the commenter’s ex became his best friend after breaking up), I’m…Aug 28Aug 28
My Secret NotebookThe things I’ll miss (post-breakup)I miss my ex Ray so much today. In some ways it feels so strange to be and feel detached from him — to feel far away — only 2 days from…Aug 27Aug 27