Another year, another year. Doesn’t feel crazy or anything, and to be honest, I’m feeling like there is so much to do and so much to reach for. It doesn’t feel like I finished a year, it feels like I’ve begun a journey.

I was just editing a YouTube video…

He doesn’t really want anything. I don’t want to be the only one working hard toward things like family goals etc.

He doesn’t deal with stress very well. When he’s stressed, he doesn’t say, and he might just be suddenly non-communicative. It becomes painful for me, and that’s just something…

When I’m with you, time is suspended in an unfaltering frequency of bliss, pleasure, and irremediable smiling.

Your soft skin, your genuine grin, and your strong hands catapult my mind from reality to surreality.

And it just stays there.

We just stay there — here. Embracing each other.

A minute…

This guy I’m seeing. He wears a necklace of a ring — a very nice Cartier ring in fact. It’s actually an engagement ring.

A few years ago, his ex-girlfriend cheated on him, and he left her. But soon she came back apologizing, even asking him to marry her. He…

I was just reading about the Isle of Discussion in Scotland where people used to go to settle disputes, and I saw on wiki that it became a graveyard burial site where the last person buried was in 1972.

Like damn, that is a long time ago, and that was…

My Secret Notebook

Quirky, curious, and philosophical Asian American gay Ivy League grad living in Southern California.

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