The Things That Bring The Most JoyChatGPT suggested I “simplify by identifying the few things that bring you the most joy and committing deeply to them.”Jan 5Jan 5
Friends in Gaysian spaces — An AnalysisThe way that my friend Adem talks about gaysian social life is very hierarchical, institutional, and social.Dec 26, 2024Dec 26, 2024
Birthday Reflection (I’m 35 now)It was my birthday yesterday, and I had dinner with my Aunt in Irvin, and met up with 2 guys in the area: a white guy (who claimed to be…Dec 25, 2024Dec 25, 2024
What an ideal simplified life would look like for meI was gonna say “simplied, happy life” but I realized this doesn’t guarantee happiness, so let me just outline what it would look like.Dec 15, 2024Dec 15, 2024
I was almost born in BrazilJust had dumplings with my uncle at home, and he told me some family history.Dec 14, 2024Dec 14, 2024
I’m convinced being attractive is the most important thingI just got back from cruising at a Korean spa, and I saw this beautiful guy from Marina (we talked a bit) with great skin and a adonis…Dec 12, 2024Dec 12, 2024
I’m feeling lonely todayLast night I had a great date with Yang. After dinner and drink(s), he sucked me and jerked me off in my car and swallowed. But it was a…Dec 10, 2024Dec 10, 2024
I’m almost offended when people are not in love with me.After going to Dreamstate, and not being warmly welcomed by some Gen Z gaysians, I realized I shouldn’t think so highly of myself.Nov 27, 2024Nov 27, 2024
I’m fucking tiredI wanted this weekend of socializing and fun. And I got it. And now it’s time to rest and recoup my energy.Nov 25, 2024Nov 25, 2024
My first rave as a gaysianThis weekend has been incredible. But I can’t say it’s been completely “good”. There were some microaggressive setbacks that got into my…Nov 25, 2024Nov 25, 2024
