My Secret Notebook·2d agoThe Pain and Relief of Selling My Dad’s Things.I just went to Bookoff, a coin dealer, and EcoTek today to sell books, my dad’s coins/notes, and electronics.
My Secret Notebook·5d agoSeeing my dad’s childhood photos is stressful (mortality is stressful)Seeing my dad as a kid — 6–8 years old maybe — is so stressful.
My Secret Notebook·5d agoStarting to feel regret on moving out.I’ve already started a new lease in LA, but I’m still cleaning out my dad’s old room and my stuff. It’s A LOT of stuff. And today, I’ve…
My Secret Notebook·Jul 3Ironically, it’s cleaner to date outside your social communityThe “better” fit socially is to have the same friends already so you don’t have to split even more time between social groups or worry…
My Secret Notebook·Jun 17I’m so sensitive to rejection and social limbo.Today, I took the risk of asking two reality celebrities if they wanted appear on my YouTube tonight at a premiere party.
My Secret Notebook·Jun 16I told my aunt/uncle I’m moving out: their response was a reliefA few weeks ago, I told my aunt and uncle I might move out, and asked my uncle for help to be my “property manager” since he collects rent…
My Secret Notebook·Jun 15I can be happy as long my partner is happy. (I’m still single)I am about to have a life “upgrade” as I move into a 2 bed 2.5 bath apartment in LA by myself.
My Secret Notebook·Jun 14Am I making a mistake with moving out?I will probably move out next month, as I’m about to sign a lease to a place I like in a location that is near my upcoming activities…
My Secret Notebook·Jun 7I can feel myself becoming “talent”.Two years ago, I just came out of a relationship and my dad died. I wasn’t very socialized. I wasn’t connected with the gaysian community…
My Secret Notebook·May 296th date with Norman: time to end it.I just had a date with Norman. Very bland, but he’s still so sweet.