I watched the anime Orange last night, and it reminded me of the raw, emotional connections I’ve had with people, especially in high school and college.
In fact, the conversations and dialogue were way more in-depth and meaningful than the vacuous exchanges in Orange.
Anyway, it made me realize that I do still crave human connection, and honestly, a deep and meaning relationship. As much as I want to think I have evolved into not needing a guy, I can’t help but still desire that kind of bond.
As to if I will ever find it — unlikely. As in, finding and staying with someone long term… it isn’t in the statistics (my new “it isn’t in the stars” lol).
But I am getting the urge to just start dating again and putting myself out there. I need to accelerate my plans!!