Covid made me more selfish, lazy, and anti-social

I went to a farewell party today, and I just didn’t really feel the need or genuine interest in catching up with people I don’t care about.

Like, I don’t really care about the new job or latest news of someone I only see once or twice a year because they are a friend of a friend.

And I feel like covid sort of helped me realize this and how useless socializing that way was all this time.

I feel like I almost socialize only to keep a good enough reputation so that I can get other things I want. And what I want now is people to play boardgames with, try new foods, and hangout with here and there.

And now, I really just care about boardgame friends and hot guys to sleep with. And if the 2 cross and there is someone of actual good character, maybe I can date? But honestly, I don’t know of any.

So that’s really what any of my YT ventures are about, to find these real boardgamers and hot guys. But it also has a business edge where I can monetize and build community. SO WHY NOT.

Time to clean my room and then just FILM (if it sucks, it’s ok, you don’t have to use it!)