I want to have kids to play the Mendelssohn trios

I’ve been watching Steins Gate, so that might make me reflect on life. But last night I also had a weird dream that I was part of a musical production group and they were rehearsing; and Meryl Streep and I went to see the rehearsal, and she was talking about how she’ll have to learn that dance soon because it’s the combined number.

Then, I was living with BP church people, including Walton and Chin Pung Wong. I had a room that had a door leading to the garage; and I was closing all the drapes and stuff so that the sun wouldn’t shine on my in the morning. Then, I went out of my room and I think there was some small monster trying to get me.

Later I was back in my old house, master room upstairs, and looking in the closet etc. And reflecting. I’m often there in my dreams reflecting, it’s odd.

And I felt like I really wanted to have kids and train them in classical music. Or have them trained. So they can play the Mendelssohn trios, my favorites. And that it’s something I’d be proud of, that I find meaningful. Music, I love it. And being good at classical music made me feel like I was valuable.

I’ve kind of been thinking about that all day on and off. Maybe I’ll put on my profile, “Looking for someone to raise kids to be part-time classically trained musicians so they can the play Mendelssohn piano trios.” Lol, or that other Trio I like, the Eulogy by Tchaikovsky. That was playing in the background as I was reflecting and has also been playing in my head on and off.