I’m not going to please people at work who are not my boss
My co-worker, let’s call her Michelle, kept telling me that the dates I set are not possible, and that we need it earlier. But when I push myself to work until 3:30am to get things done according to HER timeline, she suddenly is chill about reviewing the work. If her team actually gets their stuff done on time after waiting longer to review (she and my boss were supposed to review this morning but they didn’t), then I she is absolutely discredited in my mind, and I’ll remind her of this, that I busted my ass until 3:30am to make sure my piece was done because she said it was NOT ENOUGH time for her team, and yet somehow it was after she suddenly didn’t seem so worried about timing when our boss had to review.
Yeah, I know what was repetitive, but I need to detach. I got too invested by the time I spent doing my work. And it honestly doesn’t matter. I WANT to get fired from this shit position. So I’ll hold people off as long as I can, let them get mad, BS them, push back if they push back, remind them of THEIR FUCKING BS, and LIVE FUCKING COMFORTABLY, COLLECT THAT FUCKING CHECK.
NO MORE.
Lol, I’m just tired and stressed. But still, I totally forgot about how uninvested I’m supposed to be. And I’m not going to fall into that STUPID trap again. Michelle ringed me in with her seeming dedication, and you know what? I FELL FOR IT. But no more, Michelle. I have the upper hand. I have the protection. Maybe I’ll pull the LGBTQ card and reveal that I’m LGBTQ. THEN WHAT? HA. You gonna fucking try to “bully” me? Well, you’re at risk of a lawsuit. YOU FUCKING LOSE.
Lol, ok sorry, didn’t mean to go off. But I need to remember to not get fucking tricked. I’m the one DOING THE TRICKING. I’m NOT going to fucking sacrifice AN OUNCE of my health again. NO SIREE.
And you know what? EVEN my boss, I’m not going to go that hard to please. She seriously doesn’t even appreciate enough or even remember. She’s too busy anyway. Just show SOME progress, delegate, review, RELAX.
