More than FWB but not Dating

Last night, I asked Roy what he wanted. He said he didn’t know: more than FWB but not dating. He knew it was “selfish” so he said I can see other people.

I asked if I were to have been hooking up with other guys, what he’d think, and all that talk about being exclusive wasn’t about wanting to be with me, but about safety. SAD.

But I mentioned a bunch of other stuff like him being jealous of me falling in love with handsome fries, and he said he was just joking. OUCH.

But there were other things, he said he was being genuine.

Anyway, he said he felt like I was trying to end things with him, but I didn’t say that. We just talked for like 3 hours. Then I asked for a hug, and we embraced and kissed, and then he kept talking LOL. I was like… when we gonna fuck (in my mind).

Anyway, he saw the time, and he like went to pee and then we sucked and fucked LOL. Then chatted some more and such.

I mean, I think I did fall in love with him to some degree, and it’s always so amazing and mind blowing when we have sex.

When he kisses me, I forget that he only wants to be more than FWB but not date (ROFL).