Roy’s poor communication is causing me to harbor resentment. The fact that he was “blaming” me for being confused when he was the one not clear in answering my questions PLUS him getting antsy with attitude when I explain it, is really giving me PTSD.
Reminding me of all the bad times when he’d shut down, get defensive, not be honest about his intentions, and not acting in good faith to resolve something positively. Always trying to just push it off and shut it down, leaving me in pain.
It’s honestly not a big deal, but he makes it a bigger deal than it is by acting up out of frustration. It’s honestly very immature and reflects a lack in self-control of his emotions.
The good thing is that it usually improves. But it’s usually started by him really taking me for granted by being LAZY in how he treats me. Sure, maybe he is frustrated, but he never tells me if he is and/or why. And today I asked if he was, and he said no. It is 100% his responsibility, this mishap and resentment.
And I really am tired of having to feel this way once every 1–2 weeks. It’s fucking annoying.