Remembering previous guys I was in love with

I was just watching the lowly rated movie Uglies on Netflix lol, and then I read the wiki after not finishing the movie.

It reminded me of my first high school crush Kris. After he came out to me and told me about his boyfriend, I was so sad and shaken. He kept trying to get my attention again, and I wasn’t budging. I was sad, even broken-hearted?

In college, I’d think about him from time to time, but I was fully involved in church by then.

After college, I fell in love with Wills, my straight church friend. After I started liking someone else, I came out to him. So there wasn’t really a big heartbreak at all.

Maybe that’s what it was like with my cheating ex Ray. He found someone else, and so when we broke it off, he didn’t really feel any kind of negative feelings. He was just heartless, cold, and ready to enjoy his new boy.

I guess, my whole point was to try to analyze my previous heartbreaks. I only remember Osten, and how I missed him from time to time. But that’s about it. And I stopped after my friend Gerardo told me Osten said my dick was small.