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Why am I so tired today?

1 min readOct 6, 2025

Here are some possibilities (today is Sunday):

  1. Bad sleep schedule recently

I’ve been sleeping at like 3–5am range, which is terrible. Maybe it’s just messing with my body, and so I feel extra tired today.

2. Too many social events/general activities recently

Sat — Yesterday I did a movie hangout and then had sex with the host. Later, I had sex at 3am with a 20 year old.

Fri — I went to an orgy at night, fucked a bit but didn’t cum, then just jerked off at home.

Thu — Went to a birthday event, met a cute guy and made out with him. Had sex in my car and came in a 23 year old rigth before the event. Haircut eariler that day.

The schedule doesn’t seem that bad, but maybe just over-stimulated on the apps (sniffies mainly).

3. Mom’s death anniversary

13 year anniversary. Had a dream of her last night, and yesterday my friend sent a check in message. Could be an emotional slump from this.

Either way, I am just feeling like today is a rest day. Haven’t left the house yet, but might go cuddle with a boy in Culver City, if he ever sends me his address. as going to go to a Pump and Dump hosted by a cute Asian, but he never posted the hotel number, so it’s a no show on his part.

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My Secret Notebook
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Quirky, curious, and philosophical Asian American gay Ivy League grad living in Southern California.

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